Feeling pretty depressed again today. I was doing so good there for a while. Wth? I see my pdoc today, and I'm going to ask him if he can try me on a different antidepressant even though I've tried a lot already. It doesn't seem like the ECT's been doing me much good so maybe it's time to go back to the ADs.

Today I'm volunteering at the museum and heading to an AA meeting before going to the pdoc. My T reminded me yesterday that I've been depressed since 8/2013 (with a few very short breaks in there). If I'm still depressed this August, that'll be two years of my life! No one should be in a depression that long. I feel cheated and robbed.