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Old Apr 16, 2015, 09:47 AM
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ever since i started taking meds (citalopram) ive had problems sleeping (which i knew i would) and more vivid dreams (again this was no suprise) but now its getting really bad. they are so real it takes me ages to wake up from them and come back to reality and most of the time dream/reality is merged. also sometimes i remember something happening but it didnt it was just in a dream. its got to the point where i dont know whats real and what i dreamed, which is really bad

this morning i had a bad dream which seems silly now. i had gone to a bank and got quite a lot of money out then went to buy some things. but then when i got to the bus stop to go home i realised i had lost my bag with everything in it (including all the money) so i flew into a panic and went back looking for it but obvously i couldnt find it. there was these 2 women at this table. like a market stall but more like just a table and they were complaining about me and said i was a right nutjob and 1 of them was going to call the cops. im not sure exactly what was happening but i was going crazy coz i lost my bag then next thing i knew i was on the bus and in a very foul mood, seemed to skip whatever happened in between. then i started arguing with someone on the bus (no idea who) and then i woke up in a panic and still thinking it was real for ages afterwards.

i didnt know what to do. i knew id have to tell the bank to cancel my credit card etc. by now i was actually awake and thinking all this was real. it took me a good half out to snap out of it and realise it was just a dream. this seems to be getting worse each morning and i hate it. i also hate not knowing whats real and not. its confusing and im trying so hard to hide it because its embarrassing and i dont want anyone to know but its really hard when i dont know

anyone else had this problem when taking anti depressents? will it go away?