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Old Jun 18, 2007, 09:02 PM
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Hi everyone, My DID is getting out of control. New personalities are popping up every few weeks now for several months. Here are the personalities that I have: A bird who believes who can fly, A 2 year old girl who can barely talk, someone who is confused and talks like this "You know the fact is and I don't know why the who is computer and the cow mooed", A super smart 5 year old girl, An alien from Mars who speaks and writes in a different language, a robot, a 50 year old man who loves Bush, an 87 year old woman, someone who doesn't know her name and believes she is being controlled and sometimes is stuck and can't move, and a terrorist who wants to take over the world. I am having all their thoughts in my head and can't think straight at times. I am me right now and that is the only reason why I'm able to type this. I have conversations in my head and I am able to communicate to some of the personalities. I do not actually hear them like in schizophrenia, but their thoughts sometimes are annoying. I believe that this is punishment by the government to me because of what I've done. I mentioned it many times already on this site. I killed 350,000 people with my dreams and influenced events around the world. Then I went to the hospital and I believe that they implanted a chip in me to control the personalities. The CIA or FBI is doing this for entertainment. I want to know, can you communicate to your personalities? How do you deal with their thoughts? I am also getting depressed because of the new personalities because I can't go back to school or get a job. Say you're taking a test and the alien or the 2 year old pops out and either writes in a different language or is not able to read and understand any of the college questions. Even though I am able to communicate to the personalities, I told them not to come out anymore they still come out constantly throughout the day. Yesterday I missed 90% of the day because of the personalities. How do you tell them to go away? How do you control it? I'm scared that the next personality is going to be a baby who crawls on the ground and is unable to walk or talk and needs a diaper. Do you have a personality like that? How long does therapy take to control DID?