I know hoe you feel...everyday seems the same...rewind and repeat. Where i live i have a job, unlike most, a family and some friends and things are good i suppose. then there are times i just cant see the point in any of it, i try to be positive, look on the bright side, it could be worse......but it just all..........i cant do it, i cant force myself to see it another way. i wish i could be happy-go-lucky, but i just cant do it. even thinking about it pisses me off. i just cant find,see, discover, locate or buy THE POINT.