hey so i dated a really nice girl in 7th grade and i am now in 8th grade. we havent talked in months but we broke up because i called her a sl*t because she talked to me about sitting in multiple guys laps at the same time. i still regret it to this day and i almost attempted suicide because of it. at the time she SI and was anorexic and suicidal. now im SI and suicidal. i still have great feeling for her and i just wish we could get back together. she was so beautiful but i loved her more because of her personality......