I can't get them to stop. Not just one event, but all of them. I hear, I see, I smell. I remember. And there are so many of them, and it's driving me crazy. They won't go away. If it were just one event, fine.....I'd deal as best I can. But this is all of them.

When I go to bed, I'll sleep for 2 hours with clonazepam, and then lay there for an hour trying to sort things out. Then I have to get up because I don't want to be in the bed. Afterwards, back to bed for another 2 hours. I don't want to hear and see this stuff anymore. I want it all to just please go away. Most of these things are from years ago.

Sorry for interrupting.

Sandy