Life can be cruel....things you can control and things that you have no control over.......healing from face surgery...not going all that good....complications with bleeding....I can deal with....not the phone call I got last night from my younger brother...who informed me my other brother was in the hospital....diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer...out of the blue....hes 57-just talked to him 2 weeks ago...sounded so positive....Am saying many prayers.....life....I hear so many people that don't want to live...then heres my brother....has everything to live for.....and gets this......Gonna be strong...knowing that I cant get down and depressed.....that's definitely not an option.....Artie