I let my emotions get the best of me. The good ones when someone makes me happy. I'm done, fed up angry, sick of this ********. I hate women, and their ****ing games. I hate my body my emotions. I'm ashamed for liking anyone or accidentally. I hate it, I dread so much when someone unintentionally does that to me.

I lost my appetite today, I am going to work out till I puke. I am not wanting to eat. I'm grossed out by food. I'm badly hurt. I hateful of myself for describing this like this. I'm not sexist. I'm not a bad person.

I can't take it, I hate shoving my emotions away from everyone. I don't want to date be your friend or anything just go away. Everyone one of you. Stop hurting me. This is so ****ed up.

Why did you give me your number? Why did you try so much to be so inviting? why did I get so happy? I'm a bad person. I can't feel happy.

I'm crying, cuz I can't feel this way. I'm not allowed to. My emotions are so ****ing stupid.

**** it go away. I feel sick to my stomach now. I can't stop crying go to your perfect bf's and gf's and taunt me like you always tell me I'm nothing and worthless. Tell me how much I should go die for even mentioning for having slightest feelings. ****ing hate me.

You shouldn't had done that. I'm so hurt right now. I don't want to look at food. I'm so ashamed, I hate being a guy, can I just be a woman, and hide incognito and have be hit on by other people this is so ****ed up.

Can this nightmare end? I am ****ing scared damn ****ing scared just go away. Quit hurting me. I can't stop crying and all you want to do is make fun of me failing. I hate you, I hate all of you don't come in my life and hurt me.

Just stop just ****ing stop. For too many years. I cried from your bullying pessimistic views on me and you continue to show me how worthless. I am.

I hate it when this happens. I don't let it happen, but when it does, God I'm so pissed. I can't do this. I can't do this anymore.


You won't get the best of me. Just keep your charms away. I'm too used to these tricks and games.

I'm weak and pathetic you don't understand how you killed me.... I hate people like you. You did nothing wrong and I'm the enemy here I'm my own worst enemy and I hate feeling good that we had a good time. I hate it, I dread it and I never want to love it. I never want to love any woman, because most expect me to be a better man for you, but you never pulled through for me. You're a joke a liar a schemer and you always want me to fail. How can I love you when you don't ****ing care!!?!?!?

Women who get me happy and feeling loved. I hate myself for putting this in my head. I want to die because of this.