I was having short term memory problems after my year long psychosis. After complaining, my psychologist brought in a a specialist to test my memory to see where the problem may be. After greeting her she stated what my psychosis was about and how that can have a traumatizing effect and then she was talking about the sexual aspect of my delusion.

I went to my psychologist and said WTF!!! She got on the offensive and we battled it out. I signed no consent form for a mere MEMORY SPECIALIST to get my entire story. Unbelievable. So unprofessional. I fired her *** and told my psychiatrist. That's gotta be a law suit.

That's why I will not sign consent forms without filling out exceptions. That's why I tell each professional I work with that story. That's why my therapist hasn't talked to my psychiatrist. I'm setting barriers in place so that each new psychiatrist and therapist only get what I consent, and tell them the fawking story why.

My therapist went to her desk twice asking me to sign a consent form. She said, "I mean, this is common practice, I'm just a little surprised". She would be surprised if a stranger knew her sexual history. One thing makes me paranoid, besides a lapse in taking my drugs, and that is a certain aspect of my delusion. I make sure to drive the nail further and further down until it's lost and I'm free from people talking about it.

Okay, rant for the day. I'm done.