Well, I think you hit the nail on the head - each self has their own issues. one could be BP, one could be BPD. For me, one deals with depression, while another with anxiety; a third with both. I get the derealization/depersonalization stuff as well as panics. in the end, you're DID. there's a LOT rolled into that. All that I've already mentioned, and of course complex PTSD..... etc etc... No, it isn't easy. just gotta roll with it.