((SALLY MARIE)), you have been trying very hard, keep bugging whoever you need to so you can get the medications you need.

When you feel down and say "I am done", it's ok for that day or moment, but that feeling "will pass", keep reaching out. I had such a horrible day on Monday, that is all I could say myself "I am done", and I just wanted to crawl in my bed and not think, so I know that feeling. Gotta keep trying though, you "can" move forward, but yeah, I know how it feels when efforts to reach out seem to fail.

((Hugs))