I think this is really hard on you (((ThunderGoddess)))

Honestly, to feel the need to have to go through his Facebook - twice a month - can't feel comfortable at all - especially because you say your heart was pounding and you are petrified of what you might find.

I suspect that this other guy may be playing you for a fool = he wants sex. Be careful with this guy I don't want him to hurt you emotionally.