I feel so low at the moment but i cant cut because i dont have any tools av not cut for 2 months now
almost in tears here
A friend tried to cheer my up on facebook
My husband has to me less of my anti depressant because for some reason there was not enough for me last night i think my husband may have give me more one night than i normally have

maybe thats why am low at the moment

Me and my husband are going out soon to get shopping and my meds from the pharmacy all i want to do is sleep
my husband know how i feel he is being supportive
Most of the time i cant get to my meds as there locked up for my own protection as there has been time where i have OD'd on my meds
my husband keeps the keys hidden so i cant find them because of the past with me ODing i
i feel like crying most of the time
my husband says ill be ok once i get my meds tonight ... i also take meds in the morning for anti psychotic and anti anxiety i dont get my anti depressants until tonight