I have a lot in common. Though I'm 10 years older than you, I also have taken meds since I was 15. I also suffer bipolar and ptsd and am quite sick of it. My racing thoughts have slowed thanks to Seroquel, but my anxiety is through the roof, I feel very uneasy and my startle reflex is heightened

Sooooooooo, welcome to pc and rest assured, your not alone here.