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Originally Posted by hankster
I thought your current t was a good match too when you first found her. Somehow you just got lost over the past year. If you go to another t, i guess you wouldnt have to talk about what happened. But it sounds like there was some kind of rupture or something that your pdoc thinks the two of you need to process together. Instead of just writing each other off and acting out whatever it was again.
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I would very much like to work through this, or at least process it...it just feels like she's not willing to consider how to help me feel safe in that relationship again, and if she isn't willing to even consider it, then I don't know how to deal with that...I can't be in a relationship where I feel unsafe (even if that feeling of not being safe is irrational). I think she was and probably still is, in some ways, a really good fit for me...she was definitely exactly what I needed a year ago, and probably still is now, in a lot of ways. I think the incident that happened with the meds just scared her a lot so SHE isn't sure she can cope with that kind of thing and maybe that's just her boundary or something she's not comfortable with. I don't know.