How do you feel when someone just wants to have fun with you even though you're feeling blue? To me, it just feels like such a slap in the face.. But I probably shouldn't be angry with such people - they can decide for themselves what they want, right?

I feel I've been so b*chy to people who haven't wanted to hear me out when I've needed to talk about my sorrow.. But I guess it's up to me to find the people who do want to listen? I guess the mistake I've made is think these people who only want what they want from me are my friends.. I don't think it's a friend who doesn't want to know you..

How do you feel about such issues? Have you come across similar clashes in your own relationships? I guess I'm waking up to the fact that I've been in relationships with unavailable people, wishing those relationships could be something they weren't and won't ever be unless those people decide they want something more.. I feel lonely realising this..