My closest friend passed away unexpectedly last week.

Never smoked or taken drugs - for that matter never done anything that would cause harm to yourself.

He collapsed and died from an undiagnosed brain tumor. like putting out a candle. there one minute, gone the next.

He is 23... ?

How am I feeling ? - I'm crying - that's a start I suppose.

I don't know what to do. He is the one I confided in when I started self harming so many years ago. He is the one who was always there for me. What do I have left... Nothing ?

I don't know what else to write