I found myself ages ago

What I want is fun

Because that's what life is about.

But I don't know what to do.

The pharmacist gave me papers showing how I could get into being a pharmacist which is awesome.

These good things are ao random in how I get jobs. I'm really lucky to just snap my fingers and get a job. But then later I realize that I was extremely fortunate. I wanted to be a pilot, the pilots let me see the controls ect, a doctor was willing to let me help with ER work, step dad being a mechanic and they make tones of money and welders get paid more and I was an apprentice because my mom talked to the guy that was welding my step dad's boat engine.

But I can't just sail and expect to end up in paradise.

That's why I need motivation. I want to do everything like a maniac.