My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T: I need to tell you something but I don't know how Part XIII

jaynedough · Apr 17, 2015, 07:41 PM

Hi T,

Possible trigger:

I can't go on. I'm so tired. I'm tired of dealing with all the health issues. I'm tired of trying to do things on my own. There is no point to my life. We all know that the world would be better off without me. I'm a drain on resources.

I'm feeling hopeless and helpless and lost. And I feel guilty b/c I shouldn't be this depressed. My life is so much easier than alot of other peoples lives.

It's clear that you've given up on me. I can't blame you. You held on for a long time. Do I just cancel my appointment with no explanation? Honestly, I'm thinking of cancelling all of my appointments with all of my doctors.

Possible trigger:

I just want to give up.