I personally don't think trying to meet someone is a good approach I think if you get involved with things then you will meet people with similar interests and then maybe that will lead someone where obviously that is a whole lot easier said than done and I am sorry you are feeling so bad I haven't had any relationships so I am not really good for advice in that area but I just wanted to say that you shouldn't let stupid people make you feel so bad. Again sorry I am not really that helpful.