Hi Jmatalik, welcome to PC and the PTSD forums.

Are you working with a PTSD therapist?

Feeling lonely is common with those struggling with PTSD, it's difficult to find someone who understands, or can relate to the challenge.

I hope you stopped the medications under supervision and your therapist knows. I have disassociated to, and I did not realize I was doing that either. Most who struggle with PTSD or complex PTSD have a hard time "trusting". It depends on one's history and how much that individual has experienced their boundaries invaded or been let down or hurt by others.

Anger is a common challenge with PTSD too.

Can you tell us some more about yourself, are you living with family, married, etc.?

When I read about complex PTSD, I cried too. However, be grateful that the challenge is acknowledged and you can get therapy for it. I don't know what people did that suffered with no help tbh.

Have you had any DBT or EMDR therapies? What kind of therapy are you doing now?

((Welcoming Supportive Hugs))
OE