Most people don't count for you and your father....memories are what we have ....with loved ones music...film....nature...that's between you and your father...remembering the special times you spent together....that's what heals the soul....you will have that gift for the rest of your life....Im so sorry for your loss....I am too grieving for a lost one....I hope you can take solace in the good times you shared with your father...Take care....Artie