I JUST GIVE UP. I'M NOT BOTHERING POSTING ANYTHING ANYMORE
I CANT BE BOTHERED. IT'S MAKING ME WORSE. I'M MAKING EVERYONE ELSE WORSE. I'M SORRY. I'M JUST A USELESS PATHETIC PAIN IN THE ARSE FULL OF SELF PITY AND NO WILLPOWER. I CANT DO IT ANYMORE.
I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO CHANGE MY THOUGHT PATTERNS. DONT HAVE THE ENERGY OR THE INSPIRATION

I'LL LEAVE IT TO EVERYONE ELSE - ALL THE HAPPY ONES