Hi This Way Out
I took a little "holiday" from this forum to see if it helps (NO!) and missed all yr posts!
If people's concern for you is judged by the number of responses, u are cared for indeed!
I'm glad someone pointed out that that yr therapist is responsible for her workload and not you! Good therapists are VERY GOOD at guarding their boundaries......
Is there a full week until u see her next?
A week can be long but you CAN do it!!! AND you can always post yourself silly on here and/or get real world friends to visit you/check in..
Maybe it gets worse before it gets better???
You did go a very long time....
Hope ur ok today and 'new self injury' free...

FT