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Originally Posted by baseline
Dear Musinglizzy, Your T sounds awesome! I can't text him or e-mail. I do have his home # i only used once. I try not to cross boundaries but sometimes 2 weeks to wait seem like an eternity and I hope I don't lose control. I am glad he is not overly kind or nurturing because I would totally unravel. He has been very professional and has helped me a great deal. I am afraid one day I will have to navigate my life without his safety net!!!!Still, I wish desperately for someone in my life to nurture me. I am tired of being strong and reliable for everyone.  |
Well, I will say my T IS awesome.... but I'm also very hurt by her right now. She was so kind and very nurturing with me. She made me feel so safe and cared about, I would leave sessions with more self confidence from that I never knew existed! She used to hold me when I cried. Very few have ever done that for me, I never felt worthy of it. T abruptly took that away, and I have been devastated since. Having trust issues with her now, and a lot of turmoil. No connection felt on my end. So of course, I don't understand how I can be disconnected from her, untrusting, yet still SO attached. It's pathetic.