There is an online site called 7 Cups of Tea that has "trained listeners" that I've heard good things about. They have listeners from many different countries.

It's really excellent that you are doing meditation and other things to help yourself.

In regards to your addictions, do you have 12-step groups where you live? Depending on the type of addiction, one of these might be helpful. Have you checked to see if medical help for the addictions is available? Sometimes treatment for addictions can be separate from treatment for mental health disorders.

Good luck to you. Finding resources for treatment is always a challenge.