i'm sorry you feel soo bad!!! friens can be hard to make especially good ones. i have few friends myself i basically stick with family. most of my friends in my neighborhood moved away in the past 2 years and i am also lonely here and only friends are from here on pshyc forum. i know how sad it feels to not have a friend in the world too as i felt that way in high school too. i wasn't popular, an introvert, i'm have a son now who is going through the same thing about meetin people and he is going to see a doc for ADD. i hope you do meet some people here who relate, i know i do, please don't hurt yourself you are a good person.