Yeah, I know exactly what I have to do but I lack of determination and the strenght to do anything. My mind is so stuck and full of doubts at this moment.
What is the sense of all this? it's the way your mind has to tell you that you have to solve things out. But what happens? So many years of therapy and I haven't still learnt to solve things out in the proper moment? I have to go on with this bad habit of putting things in my suckbag until I can't carry them any longer.