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Old Apr 18, 2015, 04:08 PM
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Originally Posted by divine1966 View Post
No problem about being mean. Didn't bother me. [emoji5]️hugs you are just stressed not mean

Well I was bugging my t few months ago about why so and so did this or that etc I often do this agonize why people do crap.

T said we might never get an answer to some questions and we have to let it go. It is usually a mystery why people do strange things. Usually it is because they are not healthy but it is not our concern. We can only worry about ourselves.

It does help me a bit when I start thinking why so and so does this or that. The answer is we will never know.

I often don't remember things as I act on autopilot. I recently misplaced 300. I went through everything. I found it in my closet in a pocket of a cardigan that I never wear. Not only I don't wear it I never just put money places with no wallet. Why was it there I have no idea

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I've put my keys and cell phone in the refrigerator before. Not at the same time--on two separate occasions.

I'm not too concerned about why he does what he does, why he didn't respond, why he was hyper-attentive (I think I know why), and etc. The only thing that bothers me is, for someone with similar history to me, why he has it so easy. Why he's successful, has a wide circle of friends, people are attracted to him, and etc. It just feels so unfair. I do think it has to do with being an attractive, compelling male vs. a slightly introverted, overweight female of average looks. Sucks. I've felt that way about a lot of people, though. Not sure why they got through relatively unscathed and I have all of this massive bs I have to try and mend.