(((Secret)))

Maybe today is the someday you have been preparing for!!

You have worked so hard and now you are seeing things differently. My guess is that is the result of your hard work, not ignoring things or some sort of failure. So this is your moment.

I'm so glad that he has responded to your telephone calls. He was there when you needed him.

You seem to want more caring and comfort? Can you ask for that? How would it feel to let Pdoc know that his comment (re:giving up) hurt you deeply?

I think I want T to be doing well in his life. Because if he isn't, how prepared will he be to help/hold me?

I'm glad you hit the enter button. We are here for you.