musinglizzy, do you ever talk to your T about your trouble with eye contact? I have trouble with it too, but usually I look directly into my T's eyes. It's a little scary but feels so good!

Mouse, I'm still in that stage with my T, then. Sometimes, that is. I want to bury myself in her clothes and play with her hair! It's difficult to concentrate on other issues when I feel like that. I should have told her how I felt when I told her she looked good. I knew it was distracting me.