So idk why but I just ignore my feelings...kind of push them away. So I don't know what I feel. I just play games or do my college work. So I have no idea what mood I'm in usually and I cannot think of anything but what I am doing.

Well I am different. I'm a gay woman and a vegetarian. I'm also indifferent about weed. I drink a whole lot when I do drink. I like to have close relationships. I don't like guns. I'm open minded. I don't like sports much. I'm an lgbt activist. Well I am different. People especially cannot handle me being gay or vegetarian sometimes. They point it out or make fun of me (mostly the vegetarian thing). They don't understand why I don't care for weed or why I drink so much. They do not understand why I also want to be there for people and visa versa so they get uncomfortable and they leave without a trace...sometimes for other reasons I may never know. They think it is unamerican to hate guns and war. They cannot grasp how someone can be so open minded and not care about people's differences. They don't get not liking sports. They think I am too serious because I fight for lgbt rights. Well I am different. People cannot handle me and do not always treat me the nicest.

I'm different and I am tired of it. Functioning in this sort of society is exhausting. :/

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