hi nowheretoturn
maybe talking to someone at a clinic and receiving some education about the transmission of aids would lessen your worry about having caught it. it certainly sounds as if you practiced safe sex. then when the intrusive thoughts pop into your head you can counteract them with the facts you have learned. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome