Ugh, individual was as bad as group. Since we ended up talking about group and why I don't say that I'm uncomfortable or that I want things to go differently in a group session, etc. etc. I don't say it because I'm miserably shy and I can't bring myself to interrupt. I don't even want to interrupt. I'd rather not participate than try to get people to cater to my needs. Ugh ugh ugh. No doubt the answer is to talk about some of this stuff, but even if I plan on it I'm likely to change plans once I'm actually in group. UGH.

I know I go back and forth on whether I want to be in group or not. Right now I don't (obviously). I wish I wanted something from the group.

Thanks for the empathy. I appreciate that you guys listen to me whine about this stuff periodically. Sometimes I think I"ve just made a mess of things by starting group.

Sidony