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Apr 19, 2015, 02:23 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2015
Location: East Coast, USA
Posts: 6
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Thanks for your response, and also your guidance with the "trigger code" and advice on how to use the forums. I'm a newbie 
I'm sorry that you feel so dismissed. I relate to your feelings of anxiety that other people that we've opened up to about our trauma history might resent us or dislike us. I hate how trauma can be so intense and yet so brief in the mix of all the time that is life. The long lasting effects are the worst.
I'm worried that my husband hates me, because he wasn't there when I was "kidnapped" and he waffles between reactions of either believing me (but also putting me down for making such a stupid choice to trust strangers) or choosing that I must have made the whole thing up for attention.
It hurts when the people in my life make me feel like they dislike me, and not dislike the things that have happened to me.
Well, I guess that's what finally drove me to these forums.
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