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Originally Posted by helpless79
i am really at the point where I don't really care what my death does to others..in fact. .i want everyone to feel/live my pain.. only then would they be able to understand and help me
Yeah deep down i know its nonsensical. .but when your life can only be summarized with fear, anger and panic attacks there is no place left for rationality
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^ I've felt this way before. Not to sound negative, but you know the best way to get back at those who would bring you down? Live your life and be happy. This alienates all the people who are wrong for you and distances them. Then when you're ready, open back up to those who care. Like the lovely people on this site. With time you will see the bright side again
It won't be easy but when you start living for you then you can find happiness in others. But you need to be good for you first and find purpose for yourself first. Hope this helps