Hi eden, do you think maybe a little less of the trying to trust people would help?? Sure keep on trying where you can, but also take a bit of a step back and try to allow them to earn your trust a bit more too??? Naturally they may make some mistakes but........
And of course with the things you've been through it could take you longer (maybe much longer) than for some other people, but you could always explain to people some of how you've been "let down" before, and that it may take longer for you to trust them..........and then if they're really genuine/caring they should understand.
And hey, we want to help you, we think you're worth it, so we're not going to be/can't be the only ones.

Alison