Something is wrong. Very wrong. I've noticed that I haven't had that feel good, moving, feeling, ike when you get to a high point in music or movie, or when I have a couple beers, or when I have a cup of coffee, or when I think to myself. It's like I'm numb to that feeling.

My psychiatrist said that it's probably the lithium, there are reports of that. However, lithium takes 5 days to get out of your system, and I've tapered down from 3 pills to now just one. At the end of the month Ill be taking no lithium. So around a week into March It should be out of my system completely.

One pill and I still can't feel that highest moment type of feeling. I'm worried that as long as Im on Lamictal Ill never have that feeling again. I'm thankful I'm off an SSRI, it wasn't for me, I can feel a lot of emotions, just not my favorite, inspiring, in awe feeling.

What a ****ing side effect.

Sorry I vent so much. I'm thankful for the support you ladies and gents give though. Thank you.