I wasn't raised in a religious household, but have homophobic parents especially my mom. I always liked women since age 10, had a gf in 09 didn't last, and made this new friend now an ex friend whom I had strong feelings for and she tossed my feelings away for her longterm male friend.

I ended our friendship too secretive she never once talked to me about feeling jealous since I had a huge interest in her etc she lied and lead me on saying she was ovulating and lonely she realized her feelings after her ex bf broke up with her and jumped in bed with her male friend.