Hello,

I'm New Here,

I haven't been myself for quite a while now and i have been wrongly diagnosed for years and years with Depression then Anxiety then Major Depression then personality disorder and now Bipolar (apparently due to ups and downs, highs and lows) more lows the highs which sucks but when i have my highs apparently this is when i am risky or dangerous as they say!!! but to me i do stupid things that i dont remember doing usually because im drunk or off my head at the time on Xanax, Valium or some other prescribed drug that i have taken and mixed or whatever im not sure.

I am currently going through such a hard time that i just want to end it but dont know how, i am going to try getting help again from someone new and hopefully this gets my life back on track.

i dont know why i offend and do stupid stuff that gets me into trouble with the court and justice system i guess its not me but it is.

i dont think im a bad person, i just think im unwell and need help. but haven't had any luck yet,