It's at 3pm 13 May. That's an entire 2 months wait. I haven't been to a pdoc appointment in many years. I am nervous but looking forward to see what my DX will be (I just know it's BP1 or BP2). What meds I'll be put on as well. If it turns out I don't have BP1 or 2. Well, I'll be embarrassed that I've been posting in this thread the entire time. Although I have been told I have mood swings. I had almost a month of little sleep, irritation, hyperness, money spending and impulsive behaviour, eating very little. The thoughts, my god....I've been wanting to do drugs and drink. The constant songs in my head and the random words and ideas. Right now I feel intense with my feelings. I slept for over 9 hours last night, was just wanting to cry...Just anger, sadness but now I have the happiness back today but still these intense feelings. I have been drinking which has landed me into trouble as it made me more hyper. Before that I spent most of my time in bed, being lazy and letting my room rot. Ha...Well. Enough of my rambling. This is such a big relief that I finally got the appointment.
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