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You know, there's nothing wrong with being able to recognize when you aren't safe and doing what you need to do to take care of yourself. If you feel like you need to go to the hospital, maybe you should at least go and talk to them about it, or to your T. I'm hearing that you do want to be safe, and you do want to get better. You just have a lot of hard stuff to deal with right now. You will get through it and it will get better. I'm sorry that it's so hard right now, and I do hope that you will go to the hospital if you feel like you might need to.
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