I guess this is the real deal. You're out of my life. I can't talk to you anymore.

And it hurts like hell.

I miss you terribly.

The only thing that keeps me going is the memory of our final session. Especially that hug. It's so good to know how much you truly care for me. You couldn't tell me in words but that hug told me everything I need to know. And I'm forever grateful for that.