Dear T
On top of things I was feeling horribly today at work because I'm new to this. But my boss said she is happy about me. Maybe I just need to live my life and focus on what makes me feel valued and try to leave you all behind - including you, if you don't want to be there for me anymore. But.. I wish you wanted to, like you promised me so many times, without me asking you to.
Unfortunately I find myself still hoping and waiting.