Hi eden, I'm sorry you seem to have such unsupportive people in your life right now
Just don't allow them to make you think that your feelings don't matter, they DO!!!
So even if there's only us you feel you can talk to right now, please do that
Because we care and you ARE worth caring about!!

Alison
P.S. Glad to see that you're still posting threads, as much as you need to, OK??!!