Thanks Open Eyes. I'm sorry you've struggled so much with the support issue too, as well as with the PTSD. As for my husband, he has no interest in being educated on this at all. He's not exactly the most understanding man in the world, to say the least.

So, there was a bit of a mix up, and scheduling practices have changed. I can't get in there now for the first appts until June, maybe, if I'm lucky (and I'm just not the lucky type anymore). I called today, as I was told to do, and was told, nope, nothing available, and that they'd put me on a cancellation list in case someone cancelled today. I called back about an hour ago, and they told me what's really up. You call a month before the month you want to go, so I can call every day and get put on that cancellation list, and/or I can call May 1 to possibly scheduled for mid June, like I said, if I'm lucky. So I have to go to a group that I don't want to go to, that is likely to cause flashbacks, with no medication, and no help dealing with going either. Great. this ought to be fun. sigh first group is day after tomorrow, Wednesday. Oh goody.