im sorta caught in the middle rather to get a degree in Radio/Television/Film which is my passion. my passion in the arts/creativity since i was a teenager. or a degree in philosophy which is my passion for wisdom and knowledge but i have only been interested in it since i was 20 or 21. 5 years now. but i love it immensely because it weaves in my love for history and religion. also arts and a bit of my love for science (in the way i like it) and of course well it weaves in everything. especially existentialism which im extremely immersed in since i was a little girl (but didnt realize it).

i havent been doing anything creative wise lately except for photographing things. and looking at the classes for RTF scare me and look vaguely uninteresting and hard. well.....same with philosophy. so idk....

also im having a dilemma about how im i gonna be taking classes after i finish my first 30 credits.

i gotta move.

either on campus
or to an apartment.

idk what to do guys...
ive been talking to my parents about this. they say not to worry. but im so scared. moving away from home. but i want my bachelors degree...