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At the end of last weeks session when we were discussing my feelings towards you, we hit a raw nerve so I put my head on your should and squeezed your arm. You asked what it was that I was feeling in that moment but I couldn't say. I don't remember what it was you said, but it made me want to lean in and kiss you lovingly. Knowing I couldn't was just too painful and I wanted to run, but I knew that avoidance is unhelpful. Squeezing your arm meant I stayed, that we remained close, but I was blocking myself from physically impulsive behavior I know is wrong. I'm not sure I trust myself half as much as you trust me.
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