Oh, I see what you are dealing with. See if you can do the group, you may end up actually liking it, may meet others that are kind and supportive. I understand the anxiety with the aniticpation, but considering you have no support, you just might connect with someone else in the group. It's always nice to connect with someone else that can relate and one way to meet someone like that is a support group.

((Hugs))
OE