I'm going to just ask for the money back instead of the coke and opiates.. It kills me because I get looked down on... And I'm a person just like everyone else.. I'm prescribed amphetamine ffs.. My psychiatrist told 3 friends here that have addiction problems to leave.

Today a good guy that just needed help was told by my psychiatrist to "f off", "I don't care in you're homeless go find a place. Not in this f'ing hospital" and didn't ask him if he was suicidal.

I'm not doing well. I'm afriad of the staff because the nurses from when I came here are on shift right now.

They threatened to lock me up again for saying "I might go crazy".

Damn I'm getting more angry. I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown but nothing like yesterday..

I was given 75mg seroquel it didn't work at all